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The Subtle Seamstress's avatar

Thanks for the mention! The ‘apparent thing-ness of things’ caught my attention this week. It is, I think, one of the greatest cosmic jokes. I laugh a lot at life these days. Cosmic jokes are becoming a thing.

It started some time ago, I forget when, because the apparent time-ness of time is a similar cosmic joke. One day, on a Taoist Meditation retreat with my teacher, I was deep in silent practice with a big group taking it all very seriously, when the brightest, most dynamic tai-yang part of me suddenly noticed the deepest, darkest tai-yin part of me. It was extreme but beautiful, as though they were separate and had never met, but each instantly recognised itself and the unconditional love and trust in its opposite. There was a momentary, astonished pause in the space between the two parts then, with no warning at all, the tai-yang part of me screeched audibly and excitedly in my inner senses ‘oh yee-ha we can have some Real Fun now!’ It dived deep into the cool, calm, yielding waters of tai-yin, sending ripples of excitement spinning wildly in all directions. It was so spontaneous, natural, timeless and funny that I burst out laughing and couldn’t stop giggling for a long time. I tried to giggle quietly, which just seemed to make it louder.

Since that moment there’s been a growing lightness of spirit and increasing access to a kind of steady, inner joy that’s still there in the dark moments. Your writing really resonates with this and is acting as a catalyst. I find that words and memories seem to be bubbling to the surface and tumbling out through me too.

I also had, or may still have, old sketchbooks with the ‘Slade School’ drawing technique made famous by Euan Euglow. We used to call it join the dots! I love the potential of those dots… any dots in fact. The tiniest dot can contain so much potential. Thank you for all the reminders, I’m glad our spirits have consciously connected. I hope you have fun in the States, I once spent a year living there. I’m sure there was a cosmic joke playing out through that too! The locals and I often found each other and our differences very funny indeed.

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Caroline Dear's avatar

Hi Caroline, I wanted to say how much I enjoy / appreciate these weekly openings and refreshing insights into actual stuff when it is so hard to write about in words - a friend sent me your chat to Iain so that's how I signed up to this

We have a small tin church we have renovated on Skye ( not that far from Iain McG actually) in Portnalong - if you wanted to stay there as retreat / whatever for free in exchange for possible tai chi lesson ( can discuss) we have space end sept / oct / and nov - the church is on instagram @the_tin_church as am I although I don't post that often - @carolinedearartist (@carolinedearstring)

all the best for all your ventures

Caroline

(Caroline Dear ) email is best - carolinekgdear@gmail.com

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