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Thanks, Caro, for this! I asked for a few crumbs and you gave a feast!

Very interesting stuff here, with enormous nuance. I am still pondering. As a Christian, I am more than aware of the widely marketed brand of this faith, the version that can simplify things, including evil, to the point of kitsch. Evil as a fridge magnet, or a bumper sticker, or something like that. I didn’t get that from your essay (rather the reverse actually), but I wanted to front that in my remarks, as I sympathize greatly with the view that evil is not often that “particle” that we can “pin down and label” in a given situation.

But it does seem real. I will speak for myself: There have been plenty of moments in life when I hovered between two roads, and deliberately chose the one that was selfish, and that I knew would benefit me rather than somebody else, even somebody I claimed to love. Perhaps it was impulse, or just being deliberately unwise.

One learns and grows, of course. As I reflected on your reflections, a thread seemed that there is a kind of naturalness that, if we could realign with it a bit more, would bring out the better wolves of our nature. I think this is quite true, and if we could do that much, the world really would be immeasurably better. So yes, let us each compost our own crap; take on the responsibility for our actions; come into our native fullness and variety as a species; the result will be a healthy shift in the overall ecology, and thus any incipient viruses of ill intent are quashed even before they can take root.

But even if we could do this, even if we deliberately choose it, we would be choosing in ways that wolves and mice cannot choose. People, in this sense, are not entirely natural.

Wolves, as you suggested, cannot be “bad”, and they cannot be truly “good” either in any moral or even ethical sense. If a wolf kills, we would never accuse it of murder. But people kill all the time, and only rarely do we excuse the act on the basis that something “animal” had overtaken them. Even now, when terrible acts are described as "savagery”, we know in fact that the “savages” are not savages but human beings who often chose to do what they do, ignoring the wisdom that they grew up with, or their conscience, which might have inclined them otherwise, if they had only listened.

To put it another way, it seems to me that our choice-making capacity is so capacious that, unlike animals, or water, we can never be only instinctive (even in the very best sense of instinctive). We cannot submerge fully into nature or integrate fully into the wolf pack. Not that it doesn’t help to realign in the ways that you described—doing even that much would likely be transformative in many ways. Yet, it seems to me a great and important part of us will always dangle outside the natural. This part hovers, chooses, and through strange inclination or desire, can deliberately go against wisdom. What is this other part? This wild, and sometimes dangerous, root of our mind or spirit?

Within the Christian tradition, this part of course is seen as a persistent imperfection of being, one that we can wrestle with, limit, turn from, but not entirely erase through our own strength (just as exercise, stress management, and eating organic will almost certainly lengthen our lives, yet never ultimately prevent illness and finally death).

To be “wise”, in this sense, is to recognize that we are not entirely natural, and that we must exercise the peculiar self-reflective consciousness and other weird cognitive qualities that animals don’t have (at least not in our measure) in making “good” decisions. Qualities that allow us to write books, to talk in abstractions and metaphors, and teach to each other what is “wise” and what is “unwise”—and to encourage each other to choose the former, even if it means, on occasion, going against what feels utterly natural or deeply compelling.

I think your essay is an example of this very encouragement.

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Rosie Whinray's avatar

Thank you! I will be a metaphorical orca. But on the subject of wolves, I recommend Barry Lopez, On Wolves and Men

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